cause there's nothing surgery can do

i've come to realize my biggest problem of all. i am an extremely jealous person.

i can get jealous over the smallest things. from one of my friends having a ringtone that i want to anything as big as seeing a friend start liking someone else better than me. that's just my personality. that's just the way i am.

i get very angry when i'm jealous. but i'm really good at hiding it. you probably would never even guess that i was angry with you. but, trust me, i am.

so i've decided that i need to start working on my jealousy issues. it's bringing me down a lot and stopping me from excelling in many things. i just hope that i can help myself.